questioning yourself…

I’d like to think of myself as a relatively intelligent person. I don’t like school in the sense that I don’t enjoy being forced to write papers and do projects, but, I do like learning new things. I’m one of those people who finds certain subjects totally fascinating, and I like to know every minute detail until I “get it.”

Me “getting it” has been a tough subject. Religion has been a topic of interest for me lately. I don’t necessarily want to go to church because I feel like most people there already know the story and beliefs of the bible…I’m still starting from scratch and therefor feel the need to educate myself before educating myself. Does that make any sense at all?

Anyway, in my quest to learn more, its become slightly frustrating becuase I have to learn SO much in order to really “get it.” My thought process works in that, I ask question after question after question until I can really wrap my brain around the concept…lately though, I feel like I struggle with being able to grasp ideas…it’s just really frustrating when you want to understand things so badly and feel like you aren’t able.

I won’t stop asking questions, and I won’t stop trying — and I will try to be more patient with myself and how I comprehend certain topics.


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