confrontation

i have issues when it comes to guys. i feel like i don’t deserve something good, and therefor, i find myself in unhealthy relationships with unavailable men. if a guy is actually available, i find reasons to not be interested to avoid getting hurt. there are 230948230 guys out there who i’m probably compatible with, but i’ll never be happy with them if i don’t accept that i do deserve a “good” and available guy. how the fuck do i get over this?

i give advice to my friends about relationships, but i’m probably the worst person in the world when it comes to relationships. i know what to do, i just don’t know how to do it.

argh.

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One thought on “confrontation

  1. wow. I really appreciate how honest you are in this post. As you know, I am no relationship guru but I am in the process of learning a couple of things. First, you have to know and choose to believe that you are worthy of someone’s love and care. Because you are, Natalie. You are fantastic and loving and a super faithful friend. Once you realize this, men who are available will become more appealing, and the ones who are unavailable (and coincidentally have all the issues) will actually look like the wastes of time that they are. You give great advice and you are a wonderful listener. Dating is work. Loving someone is risky. I have been thinking about this all day, and I think it’s all about choosing to not let some jerk, who didn’t see your true worth or beauty, dictate how you treat your future relationships. You are amazing!

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